| Okay so here's the deal.
I suck at life. I have no friends. BUT Im skinny.
I know I haven't written in here in a while; but.. Im starting again. New Site. New 'ana' Friends. I miss Talking at supporting. so if anyone still reads this and wants my new site.. feel free to ask for it. or maybe i'll post it. who knows.
her eyes have cried a thousand nights.. marking her pillow
with the trials of life.. this beautiful child.. she locks the pain inside.. |
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| 109. IDK whats going on with me. I havent eaten since last tuesday.. but im getting smaller. my mom asked me if im eating. my friends are concerned. and I got a reallllly nice compliment;; "You have the flattest stomache I have ever seen." i was like in shock! it felt amazing. Keep on working!! |
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| Im at 112.. 3lbs Lost;; 12 Left to go. |
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| I currently weigh 115. school starts in... just about 2 weeks. im going to lose 15 pounds by homecomming. Or at least try. I have been on and off ana for so long and Im going to stick with it this time. I used to use it as a punnishment now it will be my reward. You can leave me nasty comments or you can cheer me on. i don't really care. Im not writing this for other people anymore. it's for me this time.
Meal Substitutes = Water + Gum + Cigarettes. 
Im happy school is starting.. because between school, cheerleading, & coaching.. nobody could know that Im not eating! I have never eating breakfast.. so no problem there.. I dont have anyone in my lunch that would care if i ate or not. and I wont ever be home for dinner. 100lbs.. HERE I COME. Ill take pix and im going to take them & post them weekly. |
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| well since I havent been on in a little while... I figured that I should probably tell you all the things going on now. ha..
--I Got my Drivers Lisence.
--I Got a Car.
--I lost My Virginity.
--I have the Same Boyfriend; He is Amazing.
--I have Cheer Prac. 3 days a week.
--I work 4 days a week.
Thats pretty much whats going on. Ive decided that I am going to fast for as long as i can starting now.
Goals for the next month or so;;
1.Loose at least 2 lbs every week.
2.take vitamins & drink water
3.Respect my fatness & NOT feed it. (lol) |
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